About Me

First of all,thanks a tonne for dropping by and flipping through the pages of my being💓.I am Rahul and no I won’t make the same cliché  joke that you are thinking of right now if you are an SRK fan. I always wanted to be a writer but never got the chance to sit down and think about my experience and write about them. During the last part of 2019, which was one of the roughest and probably the most insightful year.I found myself with over 200 contacts on my phone but not a single person to ask me how I was doing,over 50 people who told me I was there “home team” and none that didn’t betray or leave me in a way or another. And it was during these turmoils of 2019 that I started writing in a word document,not because I wanted to start a blog someday but because I had literally no one I could trust.I thought I would stop after 8-10 pages but that word document became 90 pages long and I started putting them online and here we are. Suffered through situational depression, BPD ,Cluster B abuse, C-PTSD and chronic loniliness , that’s were I get my poems from.

 

Stumbling through life and sharing the journey along the way. I just hope someday someone long after my death  would read my poetry, see how I was kind In a world that chose to treat me otherwise,see through my eyes and understand my love for kids,silent coffee shops,cold winter evening walks,the moon and wonder to herself “I would have loved him”.