14-11-2025

 

Happy Birthday!!! Urvi... kitna din ho gaya yeh likhe.. Urvi.... 

Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! 

For this post, I will just act somehow you would know what's written, and you are in some far-off place I don't know anything about. 

I hope jaha bhi ho thik ho. I hope ghar pe sab sahi ho raha hoga... I wish so much ki I was in contact with them... Yarr bhai se agar mil liya hota contact main rehta aaj... 

I haven't forgotten you... It will be years before I do, if I ever do. 

Yarr dekha, bola tha na kisi din tum nahi rahi toh nightmares aate hain isiliye kaun achchese sulayega... I will never forget how you used to stay up late.. just so that I could sleep without nightmares. Even on days we fought. 

You loved me... maine kabhi dekha hi nahi tha pyarr jo samajhta, woh last din bhi... i couldn't come... yarr.. us din mil liya hota... Urvi.... 

Meri himmat nahi hoti drive kholne ki ya chandni chowk jane ki ya us mandir ke bare main dhundne ki jaha leke gayi thi...

Tumhare insta pe bhi nahi hoon ki woh tumhare bachpan ki favorite pic download karke rakh saku...

Tum hoti abhi toh apne paiso se achche achche cafes leke jata.. achche gifts deta.. Just because u were so happy woh 50-100 rs ke Aliexpress ke gifts se... I still remember movie se phele jab gifts diya tha, you were examining them kitna achchese... 

You made me feel rich when i wasn't even earning. You're having my pic as your laptop wallpaper years after we broke up... You're taking a printout of my childhood pic when u went to print out a project.. sab yaad hain... bohot sambhal ke rakha hain un yadon ko, bure dino main wohi yadein ake sula jati hain.

Bohot man tha tumhe as a CA dekhne ka and you buying gifts for your mom... I knew financial condition sahi nahi tha... 

I knew you couldn't see tears in my eyes.. jab tha tab toh tumhe hi rulaya tha... sorry... I hate JU now.. 

How you took a bite of pork being a pure vegetarian from birth... just because i insisted... 

How u went to that shop to get me mithai i liked on my bday

I am so sorry for being mad... that day u called after getting off the metro after some teens harassed you... i didn't know how to react better.. i am sorry 

I am sorry for leaving you in the hall ... i thought u will leave... i am so sorry... so sorry urvi.. yar... i am sorry... 

Bhog liya maine jo kiya tumhare saath... Tumhare baad koe nahi aya tumhare jaisa... 

But i am sorry... I wish aur ek baar firse i could meet you... 

Main bohot sambhal ke rakhunga... 

That last day we met.. I knew something was different... u were eating ice cream and i was just looking at u smiling, enjoying it... kaash us din ghar tak chorne jata just to spend some more time with you...

Your Baby Steps advice to me when i used to tell you kitna kuch karna hain kaise karunga ... aaj bhi anxiety calm karti hain.. You wished me bday... even when you were in so much pain.. You remembered.... 

Urvi... ana na aaj sapne main please... 

Urvi... milna na firse agle janam main please.... ya isi janam main... please....